I’m really struggling with something.
Psa tw assault
Im engaged to a wonderful cis straight man. He’s supportive, compassionate, kind. We are connected.
Context: I am polyamorous and he is monogamish
As I meet other people with no expectations, I realize that I dont feel comfortable engaging with cis/straight men unless someone I know vouches for them. I have been assaulted before as an older teen and just recently in August. It’s hard for me to find sex enjoyable anymore.
I’m bi but I’ve always like other genders than cis/straight men more. But now it seems like I’m really only attracted to very few of these straight cis men?
I’m unsure where this leaves me, honestly. I know I can like any different amount of genders differently and still be bi, but I’m starting to get less and less interested in these people besides my fiancé.
